Not so sweet!

Med update…. So I started taking the medication metformin, yesterday being the first full day of it..

I took it in the morning, I felt ok, not great but ok. Around 11:00, I ate 2 pieces of candy from the Halloween bowl…MISTAKE! I was sooo so sick. I was sick all night. I did some research, and found out that it does this to a lot of people when the eat something sugary or high in carbs while on this medication.

Looks like I might be skinny in no time… They say that after it levels off that you can return to eating normal, but after yesterday and last night, I will never look at a piece of candy the same way in my life.

I feel pretty good today!

A baby soon, I sure pray so!

About 8 years ago, Honey and I decide that it was time to have a family. We stop taking birth control and tried, and tried. With nothing. With each passing year and what seems to be a hundred doctor visits nothing??
What going on with me, I would ask every time… We don’t know all your test come back normal..
Well something is wrong with me…Each year that past my symptoms got worse and worse. Wight gain being the most irritating one, no matter what I would eat or how hard I exercise nothing.. Hair growing place it should not, high blood pressure….NO BABY>> Something is wrong…Finally I see a doctor with since. She tells me I don’t know what’s wrong but we will find out. I get transferred to a specialist in Newbern, we think you have poly cystic ovary syndrome http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/polycystic-ovary-syndrome/DS00423 but your test are negative.. Don’t worry, we are sending you to the best fertility doctor in NC at ECU…I wanted to cry…

Well today, me and my mom made the hour and a half drive to ECU. My doctor is amazing, he talked to me and listened to me. He did a quick ultrasound… Yeap you defiantly have PCOS and that’s why you have had all these side effects. I am now on three different medications to get things under control. Once my love returns we will start the next step. I can’t even explain how I feel to have some news on what’s wrong, and a place to start. So I am defiantly holding on to the promise that God put in my heart that I will have my miracle in the coming months. Oh an my mom has this feeling that its going to be twin girls??? My poor husband if that becomes true, we have 5 girls dogs, that would be 8 to one…lol

I will try my best to keep every one updated on the progress of meds and what’s going on. I will also be cutting way down on the studio and focusing more attention on the Magazine.

A little insperation=)
John 14:27

“I am leaving you with a gift—peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid."


Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.


Jn 14:27 Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you: not as the world gives, give I to you. Let not
your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

You’ve got mail…

Walking the pups tonight, I felt the first signs of a brisk fall air… Don’t you just love fall, makes you want to buy school supplies, a nice freshly sharpened bouquet of pencils? A quote from my favorite movie. You’ve got mail…I have seen this movie over 150 times. Its like an old friend to me. It always seams to come on right when I need it to, and always when Honey is deployed. It always seems to just be on when I am sad. No matter how many times, I watch it, it makes me feel better. Do you have a movie like that?
I decided that to day was, a me day. I checked only a few emails, that’s it. I have to say that it was very nice to chill for once.