What a day. While not having honey home for my birthday is very sad. I still had a pretty great day. I got flowers from honeys mom. So sweet. And ballons from my mommy<3 cards and lots of bday wishes. Went to lunch with my grams and a movie with Taylor. Nice day for sure!
Day 90:
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Wow day 90…Three months without him, Seems like just yesterday though…At least I can pretty much sleep through the night without nightmares now. Things seem to get a little better some were around day 90 almost always. I am trying not to think about the 90 days left until I see his sweet face, and I am really not trying to think about the fact that he has to go back, after two weeks. 14 days seems so short and so long at the same time, when you say 14 days out loud it seems very long. But when you think that you will only have 14 days to hold him in your arms your heart starts to cry, because 14 days sounds so short, to short!
What a day. While not having honey home for my birthday is very sad. I still had a pretty great day. I got flowers from honeys mom. So sweet. And ballons from my mommy<3 cards and lots of bday wishes. Went to lunch with my grams and a movie with Taylor. Nice day for sure!
What a day. While not having honey home for my birthday is very sad. I still had a pretty great day. I got flowers from honeys mom. So sweet. And ballons from my mommy<3 cards and lots of bday wishes. Went to lunch with my grams and a movie with Taylor. Nice day for sure!
Day 85:
Friday, April 8, 2011
So some times I hate people well more often then not I do. I hate it when they hurt poor defenses animals I hate it when they don’t appreciate military or military families. Its really hard some times not to beat the ever living shit out of people some times….I love a man that, loves this country so much he would lay down his own life so that they can be free. That’s not an easy thing to do sometimes. My husband is proud to defend this country, and I am proud to love him.
Day 83:
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
I had a pretty nice day. Stella and I mailed honey a care package. I had to hunt down some boxes that were strong and a little bigger then the ones I usually use, because honey needed some extra things this time. I love mailing him care packages... It’s always fun to find little things that I think will make him smile, and help pass the time. Stella loves to go to the post office with mommy. She likes to say hi to everyone in the parking lot. I think that she is the sweetest most beautiful creature that god has ever made.
Yes mommy I would like something from the store...
Day 81:
Monday, April 4, 2011
Oh wow…I have been really bad at this the last few weeks… I don’t know, it kind of been like. I could not spare that last little bit of energy to form thoughts. I am trying very hard to pull my head out of my ass, and try to live some sort of normal life while honey is gone. You would think that after 80 plus days this would become less painful..Ummm wrong.. For instance last week it was cold so I went in the closet and grabbed a sweatshirt pulled it over my head…Honey?? Oh. That’s right he wore this the night before he left, somehow it got hung up without hitting the wash…I sat and cried in my closet for a good ten minutes. Have I really become so bad off that just catching a whiff of his smell makes me have a nuclear melt down?.. The rest of the day I walked around with my head in my shirt.
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